F-I-N-A-L-S
As the word is spelled out from the title of this piece, i cannot help but to be reminded of my pending priorities all planned for this week. I am completely overwhelmed by the fact that its not yet a done deal for i might just fail or pass. One things for sure, i am not getting all the relaxation a typical busy person might need just in time for summer.
I plan to take summer classes to mitigate the long list of subjects i might enroll in come June 2007. I know its going to be a little costly but this is what i need to become a full-pledged third year which brings me nearer to being a fourth year.. haha! am i not just excited? Anyway, i am still holding on to that dream and nothing’s gonna stop me from that.
Uncategorized | Comment (0)Oh well, this is all for this time. I should be going now down to the halls of this school up to the library in the journey of what is known as L-A-W-Y-E-R-I-N-G.
On my way to the third.
In this blog i’ve got three things to blab about,specifically, 3 short-topics. Since it has been quite a period that i have never laid my hands on a computer keyboard,i have decided to make this worthwhile, though. No, i am not on my third month of pregnancy, again. not now.
First of the "third" series. ON BEING A MOM to 3-month old Rayah.
Numerous people have already told me how they admire the status i am in right now, that of a working/schooling mom. They have never passed on the chance to ask me how i am able to manage time completely. Since i am also in law school, time is of the essence and the irony of it all,i never get to plan my itinerary for the day. Sometimes its the willpower that drives you crazy, err, i mean, a-goin’. It is my willpower that tells me to pursue futher studies. It is that drive that makes me wanna go on. like a rechargeable battery.
Being a mom requires you to be hands-on. There are some things that you need to give up and i have overcome those. Italics on late-night partying. This is what i love most about being a mom to rayah, ive become stronger and matured. In the process, i see things in its very essence, like, so this is life, the nature of it.
What keeps me up during the night to read tons of cases is not my love for reading law books, but because of Rayah. I see her so fragile and innocent, so pure. Despite the many learnings i have received, i devote everything to her. I wanna be able to give her wisdom in such a manner as to make her love truth and reality. I want to impart on her not idealisms but the bitter reality in this world. Lastly, i want her to be proud of me.
Second of the "third" series. On being a Third year Law student.
Times are hard and so is law school. I am in great thanks for being able to keep LAW within my reach. They say, this year level offers the hardest subjects and the most terror professors. A make-or-break pill to swallow. How i wish i would still be able to take those subjects with grace. Being all calm and positive. I still maintain positive attributes towards my dream and i know, it all depends on me.
I oftentimes fear professors who play the game of darts, not literally. Darts, in such a way, they grade you as they feel like grading you. Anyhow, i am still not disheartened by the widely accepted fact. It still depends on me.
Last of the "third" series. 3 is a crowd (TJ, I, and Rayah)
Before,we used to walk in a restaurant eyeing only two seats and 1 table. We go to the mall in a fast pace and we watch movies by two’s, now its hardly possible. Actually, we go by fours now, including the yaya, and it has now become a change of lifestyle for us.
But one thing i am the most proud of is the fact that i am able to share life with two wonderful people. I wanna be able to spend time with them not discounting the fact that i might be pregnant in 
three years time which makes us four by the way. The good things in life have now become an easy thing for me because i have them.
True, when all else fails, your family is there.
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