Time

It is during one of my busiest moments that i feel time is of the essence. For a working student like me, everything should be productive, valuable and in order. I own what i do and i take cognizance for all my actions.

Sometimes when i feel that i have not made good my day, i become depressed and unproductive and yet whenever i am busy, at the end of the day, i feel burned-out or exhausted.

It’s the feeling of being able to live life to the fullest is what keeps me going… Meeting people, being friends with some of them is valuable indeed especially if intentions are pure and without any trace of doubt or pretentions. Before, I used to just lie down and see the clock tick without bearing in mind that i have actually plenty of things to accomplish, but now that i have learned that work and school is NO BIGJOKE, i came to conquer my laziness or being unproductive and managed to pull everything in order.

Now that i have come to this so-called realization, the old saying "time is gold" still is not a disputable presumption and will never be one.

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500 and counting…

As of presstime, i have had 500 roster of friends in my friendster account.  To someone whose been away from her hometown spells achievement as this "craze" connects people miles and miles away. Having 500 friends on this very site spells quantity or mere rule of numbers. This point is debatable though on the ground of quality. Questions surround such as, are they good friends? are they good finds? are they worthy? Well, its up fo me to find out.

Talk about never having to place pressure to actually "connect" with people in the net is a feat. This site is self-serving. People log on with more or less the same purpose- to interact the modern way. I’m damn proud to have found relief from all the "evils" and the "not-so-evil" of the outside world through friendster. (Am i actually doing a testi for friendster- at large or what?)

Seriously, for it is in this very nature that i find solace, which is beyond words, beyond human expression, beyond voices and beyond stories.

And because of my friends, which speaks neither of quality nor quantity, i am forever grateful.

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And the results are in..

Being a newbie means adjusting to the new environment. Lots of considerations should be taken into account once there is an intention to join a certain breed, batch or creed. Take for example being in a law school. Freshies get "butterflies in the stomach" while in the process of fitting into the standards of a law environment. Some experts say it’s but natural to fail or reign, its either you pass or you fail for its a valid excuse anyway.

I personally adhere to such proclaimed statements since I for one is "dramatically adjusting" to the pressures of being in law school. I do not blame myself if once in a while i suffer low grades from omnicient professors, i’m still adjusting. Somebody told me that for every endeavor "you should adjust fast." True to form, i’m getting thinner and thinner each day. Kidding aside, competition is stiff as everybody battles to get away with the retention policy and be able to graduate and sooner, pass the bar.

There is nobody to hang unto and believe in except ourselves- myself for this matter, if not myself, i don’t know who else will i depend on. Sure there are people who support me all the way, but i owe my future prestige to them (read: being a full-pledged lawyer).   

I am not contented with how i fair with the recent developments in my law school career and i am determined to go far if it spells having to pressure myself. Afterall, i love what i am doing. My life is glued to this kind of profession and for all intents and purposes i am determined to finish what i have started- Lawyering, being the noblest profession.

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Lately..

The song has it.. "lately i have had the strangest feeling.." No, definitely, it doesn’t have anything to do with me falling in love over and over again. Maybe because everybody in my immediate environment are busy with the up-coming bar and the fact that i’m going to transfer to a bigger place anytime has something to do with my tupsy-turvy way of thinking.

Missing people and being afraid not to see them is another thought i have in mind. My dorm mates who also happen to be barristers will get all the hugs from me once they leave. I’ve seen them go through a lot of hardships and i must conclude, they deserve to pass the bar. God help them.

Another point,  i am convicted not to join any soro eversince and not my law-schooling can ever change that commitment. Lately, i have received a lot of "persuasive" invites and attention from them (frat members). Indeed, they have utilized all the sweet talks, praises and pulled their good PR skills to gain membership, still, i’m firm not to be one of them.

I have my own reasons for declining and i reserve every valid contentions to myself. Maybe on my next blog, i’d expound on it, just not now for lately i feel strange.

Shivers….

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